someonefishy's JournalFriday, November 14, 20039:08PM - Happy Happy Happyhappy happy happy b-day to you Current mood: Current music: how old are you how old are you how old are you 102..... Thursday, November 6, 20037:20PM - Bord out of my mindso sitting here Current mood: Current music: hum of a vent..... Saturday, November 1, 20035:13PM - for the person thats reading this....what is love? Current mood: Thursday, October 23, 20037:36PM - Hello!Heeeeeeeeelllllllllllllllllooooooooooooo Current mood: Current music: i know im a dork.... Friday, September 12, 200310:49PM - fuck you 2hey im good, and gess what its with out you all. but a thinks to lyn and becka! Current mood: Thursday, September 11, 20032:41PM - i dont give a fuck about any of you any more so fuck you!trevro- your my first love and gess what people love there first love for ever... and well hell i have met some one and they make me happy and hey i got some last night too! Current mood: Monday, September 8, 200310:45PM - fuck youlet me fucking be the way i want to be, if you dont like i dont give a shit right now, so fuck off. Current mood: Sunday, September 7, 200312:38AM - whats the pointwhen theres no point to life, when people should look up to you but you cant to your self for there is no self a steem, when there is no good look to you all you see is ugly, when the people that you call friedns dont know the real you, when money corups, love is to hate, happynes never last, there is no haven, nor hell, no need for hope or dreams, theres nothing good to be found, nothing worth liveing for, nothing worth careing for, love only crushes, careing only leads to anger, talking leads to nonsence, and what we call life is not. so whats the point to life. THERE IS NONE! Current mood: Current music: cars passing, for there is no time to see, smell, hear, tuch Wednesday, September 3, 200312:04AM - love vs hatehow can some thing that give you so much love and happyness bring so much pain dwelling inside with the echo efect though out the body.the efect that it has make a dribal fall down the face. jelousy, hatred and more brings me to hate but theres nothing to hate, lost in a thick fog that will never let go, iv been told to make it so theres a reson to hate but none will ever be found. love goes deeper than that. ill never hate or dis love him hes my first love and i will always love him. Current mood: Current music: i dont know lots of suff Monday, September 1, 20032:18AM - i dont know.....what if love passes you by and all you can do is say hi and bye. what if the one you loves dosnt love you back. what if the one person for you is right in front of you but there right person isnt you. when your hart screams but you mouth dosnt move.tears create pools. does love tern around for serten people, or just forget some. when something good comes along why does it always end. how dose happness work. how do you know that your in love, when the hart scream it, when you long to be with that person, when just being around them soths that air around you, seeing them makes your hart race, thinking of them makes you feel as thoguh you a school kid with a crush, that when its over it dosnt become reality, in the mind it tell you nothings changed, but the hart brakes a ton times over, all you want is to be there for them and hold them, keep them worm, happy, there in your arms. so close to the mind its seen ever night befor bed, as a tir rols down to the pillow. rest the head and hope, that all thats left, nothing ells. only hope. Current mood: Current music: mixter of love, hate, rock, sole, and more Sunday, August 31, 200310:15PM - what the............were is every one. i dont know it seems like no one is home or around any more. i gess its b/c im seening every one every day at school but still. hell i want to do stuff with the cool people out there and no one will. the next chance that i get im going to caly, road trip, any takers? i relay just want to get out of here for at least a little bit. Current mood: Current music: can you hear it..... no well i can.... muuuahahahahahahahaha Thursday, August 28, 200311:36PM - gerrrrrrrrrrrri realy just wont to run away, so frustrated with life rigtht now, with every thing, i meen life can be good but hell im sick of the fake life that doesnt make sence and has no point. classes, people, love, hate, dreams, fears, wishes, when anything that i want i dont get and what i dont want i get. screaming aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh. fake smilles i love them, they make me smille, not. i cant wate to get out of here, i meen i love the people that are close to me and all but hell all the rest all that i want to say is fuck you if i never see ya agen i would not mind, i cant wate to get to californa. well ill talk to ever one soon, and we should do something with only the cool people. Current mood: Current music: vms in the back ground Saturday, August 23, 2003Monday, July 14, 20036:05PM - one of my old writting that i motified. . . . .love consumes the world with all that shines gleems glows with the glimmer of a goddes rules the hart pound consistantly harder and harder to breath as heat penitrats through forming beeds tricaling together as a streem thick and red reflections of a rose with a sweet smell having thoughts bler sight spinning much love only for hate friends that vanish with time lost forever among the mits of darkness where baried alive lise our shame its soul swimming around to hont each days foot steps beer in the snow num swollos us slow to what only things seen nor dreamed black of thi hell or white for others heven for thats all to be had. Current mood: Current music: sound of a distant tv and sight of a blue sky Thursday, July 3, 20037:14PM - love, what is it?love.- Current mood: Current music: being depressed Friday, June 20, 200310:54PM - qest?how many "D"s are in indeana jones? Current mood: 10:52PM - in a good moodbow chich a wow wow. Current mood: Current music: buzzzzzzzz goes the computer. Saturday, June 7, 200311:57PM - second thing on my mind. with the first.i am in such a good loveing wonderful mood i dont know y but i am. well yeah i do know y but theres only one person that knows y and they know hew they are. ... im so in love right now! i think thats y im so happy. big smilly. Current mood: Current music: same as the last one a few minouts a go. animal planet 11:36PM - mad, madness, gon mad, crazzy, mental, phico, . . . . .im going mad, insaine, phico, mental, crazzy, i have to much going though my mind at once, nothing posibel to make it stop, going so fast, but to slow to comperhand, tomany to think them all, not enoph where you find things to think. friends, familly, love, hate, relationships, graditation, college, life,breathing, work, sunsets, cups of tea, rain, happy, rude, sad, energy, run, walk, crall, sit, witch, blink, sleep, calm, dream, joy, jump, cry, swim, play, look, smell, lison, hear, feel, need, need of a person, love, need to give but get in retern, move, stuff, thank you, good evening, good night, have a nice day, may i help you, can you help me, will you help me, will you, can you, if you could would you. please, no, yes, go to, caress, lay, color, drink, eat, go, stay, wish, want, hope, beleve, wish, need of a person, need to a person, need to be with a person, need to see a person, evel, heven, hell, cold, hot, conten, comfert, happy with some one, cofertabel with some one, happy to be with some one, happy with how they make you feel. 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