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Friday, November 14, 2003

9:08PM - Happy Happy Happy

happy happy happy b-day to you
happy b-day to you
happy b-day to Miss. nelson
happy b-day to you

yeah for the big 18

love ya J

P.S. i got you some thing for y i say that we should go bowling for you b-day thing and get your prez there.... ;-)

P.S.S. do you want a cake ill make you one.... (or buy one)

Current mood: anxious
Current music: how old are you how old are you how old are you 102.....

Thursday, November 6, 2003

7:20PM - Bord out of my mind

so sitting here

sitting here doing nothing

doing nothing but watting

watting for this dumb ass play

this dumb ass play is pride and predgedist

that takes for ever

and all that i do is hit go

but its a lot o money ;-)

so no realy complaning but for the fact of that its a flat rate and well i may be under payed a little.

ill live

well i hope every one is good.

love to all

talk to you soon.

ME

Current mood: artistic
Current music: hum of a vent.....

Saturday, November 1, 2003

5:13PM - for the person thats reading this....

what is love?

well i know that it comes with hart ack, and depretion but are the only bad things that come with it. is it that hart ack and depretion are just to hard to have any thing ells or is it that there is, but we dont see it. first loves are not (the one) for you, they bring happy ness, joy, and more but in the end marrig was only talked about. with the end comes this depretion and hart ack, never ending so it seems. does this end, yes. only to start over and be excessivly better. love comes and goes, from person to person, but when you find (the one), thats your best friend and yet a lover too. were talking is as high on the list as snugaling. when nothing as to be said but you know whats in there mind. being lost is what brings joy when its with them. when every night is spent with them and the one night thats not the world spins the other way with out letting you know. mother nater is humming to each day with a gay tone. marrig hasnt been talked about, its just known. this is (THE ONE)
its only been almost 2 months and this is how it feels, like this will last longer then for ever and my mind tells me so. am i nuts?

Current mood: grateful

Thursday, October 23, 2003

7:36PM - Hello!

Heeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooo! Heeeeeeeelllllllllllooooooooooooo!
any one out there?
any one out there?
theres an eco...
theres an eco...


can some one help me
can some one help me

i think im the only one on lj
i think im the only one on lj

Current mood: creative
Current music: i know im a dork....

Friday, September 12, 2003

10:49PM - fuck you 2

hey im good, and gess what its with out you all. but a thinks to lyn and becka!

hey to let every one the "get over him" peolpe fuck you consitrate on your pittly little lives no mine to make you feel better.

AND hell for the "get over him" people, i have my self a boy by the way even though its none of you bissness.

Current mood: content

Thursday, September 11, 2003

5:41PM - Trevor

yippy your happy- stay that way....

2:41PM - i dont give a fuck about any of you any more so fuck you!

trevro- your my first love and gess what people love there first love for ever... and well hell i have met some one and they make me happy and hey i got some last night too!

Becka- i know that you werer trying to do the right thing but dont bull shite me any more.

sarah- you dont know nothin about me so dont try.

Current mood: bitchy

Monday, September 8, 2003

10:45PM - fuck you

let me fucking be the way i want to be, if you dont like i dont give a shit right now, so fuck off.

Current mood: annoyed

Sunday, September 7, 2003

12:38AM - whats the point

when theres no point to life, when people should look up to you but you cant to your self for there is no self a steem, when there is no good look to you all you see is ugly, when the people that you call friedns dont know the real you, when money corups, love is to hate, happynes never last, there is no haven, nor hell, no need for hope or dreams, theres nothing good to be found, nothing worth liveing for, nothing worth careing for, love only crushes, careing only leads to anger, talking leads to nonsence, and what we call life is not. so whats the point to life. THERE IS NONE!

Current mood: disappointed
Current music: cars passing, for there is no time to see, smell, hear, tuch

Wednesday, September 3, 2003

12:04AM - love vs hate

how can some thing that give you so much love and happyness bring so much pain dwelling inside with the echo efect though out the body.the efect that it has make a dribal fall down the face. jelousy, hatred and more brings me to hate but theres nothing to hate, lost in a thick fog that will never let go, iv been told to make it so theres a reson to hate but none will ever be found. love goes deeper than that. ill never hate or dis love him hes my first love and i will always love him.

Current mood: lonely
Current music: i dont know lots of suff

Monday, September 1, 2003

2:18AM - i dont know.....

what if love passes you by and all you can do is say hi and bye. what if the one you loves dosnt love you back. what if the one person for you is right in front of you but there right person isnt you. when your hart screams but you mouth dosnt move.tears create pools. does love tern around for serten people, or just forget some. when something good comes along why does it always end. how dose happness work. how do you know that your in love, when the hart scream it, when you long to be with that person, when just being around them soths that air around you, seeing them makes your hart race, thinking of them makes you feel as thoguh you a school kid with a crush, that when its over it dosnt become reality, in the mind it tell you nothings changed, but the hart brakes a ton times over, all you want is to be there for them and hold them, keep them worm, happy, there in your arms. so close to the mind its seen ever night befor bed, as a tir rols down to the pillow. rest the head and hope, that all thats left, nothing ells. only hope.

Current mood: crushed
Current music: mixter of love, hate, rock, sole, and more

Sunday, August 31, 2003

10:15PM - what the............

were is every one. i dont know it seems like no one is home or around any more. i gess its b/c im seening every one every day at school but still. hell i want to do stuff with the cool people out there and no one will. the next chance that i get im going to caly, road trip, any takers? i relay just want to get out of here for at least a little bit.

have a quest for people... how much should i charge for labor for making a dress?

thats all

Current mood: busy
Current music: can you hear it..... no well i can.... muuuahahahahahahahaha

Thursday, August 28, 2003

11:36PM - gerrrrrrrrrrrr

i realy just wont to run away, so frustrated with life rigtht now, with every thing, i meen life can be good but hell im sick of the fake life that doesnt make sence and has no point. classes, people, love, hate, dreams, fears, wishes, when anything that i want i dont get and what i dont want i get. screaming aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh. fake smilles i love them, they make me smille, not. i cant wate to get out of here, i meen i love the people that are close to me and all but hell all the rest all that i want to say is fuck you if i never see ya agen i would not mind, i cant wate to get to californa. well ill talk to ever one soon, and we should do something with only the cool people.

Current mood: jealous
Current music: vms in the back ground

Saturday, August 23, 2003

11:27AM - Hi

whats up?

Current mood: gloomy
Current music: linken park

Monday, July 14, 2003

6:05PM - one of my old writting that i motified. . . . .

love consumes the world with all that shines gleems glows with the glimmer of a goddes rules the hart pound consistantly harder and harder to breath as heat penitrats through forming beeds tricaling together as a streem thick and red reflections of a rose with a sweet smell having thoughts bler sight spinning much love only for hate friends that vanish with time lost forever among the mits of darkness where baried alive lise our shame its soul swimming around to hont each days foot steps beer in the snow num swollos us slow to what only things seen nor dreamed black of thi hell or white for others heven for thats all to be had.

Current mood: calm
Current music: sound of a distant tv and sight of a blue sky

Thursday, July 3, 2003

7:14PM - love, what is it?

love.-

*A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

*A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.

*A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.

loved, lov·ing, loves-

* To have a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward (a person): We love our parents. I love my friends.


*To have a feeling of intense desire and attraction toward (a person).


*To have an intense emotional attachment to

for love-

*Out of compassion; with no thought for a reward: She volunteers at the hospital for love.

in love-

*Deeply or passionately enamored: a young couple in love.

*Highly or immoderately fond: in love with Japanese painting; in love with the sound of her own voice.
no


romance-

*A mysterious or fascinating quality or appeal, as of something adventurous, heroic, or strangely beautiful

admire-

*To regard with pleasure, wonder, and approval

*To marvel or wonder at.

boyfriend-

*A favored male companion or sweetheart.

cherish-

*To treat with affection and tenderness; hold dear

like-

*To find pleasant or attractive; enjoy.

*To want to have

Entry: beloved
Function: noun
Definition: love
Synonyms: baby, beau, boyfriend, darling, dear, dearest, doll, fiancé, flame, girlfriend, heartbeat, heartthrob, honey, idol, inamorato, love, lover, number one, numero uno, old lady, old man, pet, prize, rave, significant other, steady, sugar, sweet, sweetheart, sweetie, sweetie pie, tootsie, treasure, true love

Entry: love
Function: verb
Definition: adore
Synonyms: admire, adulate, canonize, care for, cherish, choose, deify, delight in, dote on, esteem, exalt, fall for, fancy, flip over, glorify, go for, gone on, hold dear, hold high, idolize, like, long for, prefer, prize, thrive with, treasure, venerate, wild for, worship
Concept: loving


Entry: love
Function: verb
Definition: have sex
Synonyms: canoodle, caress, chase after, clasp, clind, cosset, court, cuddle, dandle, draw close, embrace, feel, fondle, grass, hold, hug, kiss, lick, look tenderly, make it, make love, neck, pet, press, shine, soothe, spoon, stroke, tryst, woo
Concept: lovemaking


ps. being depressed b/c every one is doing stuff for the forth and left me here to do nothing but work

Current mood: loved
Current music: being depressed

Friday, June 20, 2003

10:54PM - qest?

how many "D"s are in indeana jones?

dun dun-dun-da dun da-da . . . . too many, he he he thats one of my blond jokes.

-so there is one job opining at this corparation... three women are wating in the loby. the first one is called in and shees a brewnet. he asked all the normal qestions of an intervew and then he asked "how many "D"s ar in indeana jones?" she says well theres one. he said " thank you and well be calling you soon" he calles in the next women shes a obern haired women. he goes though the how qestion thing and then asked the indeana jones qestion. she takes a few moments to think. then pronounces there one. he said "thank you well be calling you soon." the last women is called into his office and she is a tipical blond. he does the qestioning procece and she did quite well. the question about the "d"s in indeana jones. she sitts and thinks and thinks and thinks some more after a long time of thinking she comes out with the number of "32". the inpoyer looks confused and then asked "how did you get that number?" dun dun dunda dun dun du as she is singing the song. lol. he he he ha ha ha he he he.

Current mood: geeky

10:52PM - in a good mood

bow chich a wow wow.

Current mood: surprised
Current music: buzzzzzzzz goes the computer.

Saturday, June 7, 2003

11:57PM - second thing on my mind. with the first.

i am in such a good loveing wonderful mood i dont know y but i am. well yeah i do know y but theres only one person that knows y and they know hew they are. ... im so in love right now! i think thats y im so happy. big smilly.

im so in love with...
how he walks
how he talks
how he smells
how he grins
how i can see into him and see what and feel what hes feeling
were he always trys to make me choose what do do
how im cumfterbul around and with him
how i can sit in his arms for hours and not worry about anything
how when we kiss i hell him nothing ells
how i can get lost in his:eyes, mind, arms, lips, . . .
where if we fight its a ticalling war
how he plays with his little bro
how he can be a smart alick
how he can write and how he writes
when i whach a move i may not see the move but i still know whats in it

i feel like i can go on for ever but that would take up to much room. he he he gitty laphter he he he

Current mood: giddy
Current music: same as the last one a few minouts a go. animal planet

11:36PM - mad, madness, gon mad, crazzy, mental, phico, . . . . .

im going mad, insaine, phico, mental, crazzy, i have to much going though my mind at once, nothing posibel to make it stop, going so fast, but to slow to comperhand, tomany to think them all, not enoph where you find things to think. friends, familly, love, hate, relationships, graditation, college, life,breathing, work, sunsets, cups of tea, rain, happy, rude, sad, energy, run, walk, crall, sit, witch, blink, sleep, calm, dream, joy, jump, cry, swim, play, look, smell, lison, hear, feel, need, need of a person, love, need to give but get in retern, move, stuff, thank you, good evening, good night, have a nice day, may i help you, can you help me, will you help me, will you, can you, if you could would you. please, no, yes, go to, caress, lay, color, drink, eat, go, stay, wish, want, hope, beleve, wish, need of a person, need to a person, need to be with a person, need to see a person, evel, heven, hell, cold, hot, conten, comfert, happy with some one, cofertabel with some one, happy to be with some one, happy with how they make you feel.

mad, madness, gon mad, crazzy, insine, mental, phico, . . . . . .

still good with life and love and family, friends, and others.

ps. sorry to you how i did not go to you open houses i had to work and pat was going to but he didnt fell well or look good ether so i told him to go home and he did.

lots of love and joy, love and happyness
Julay

Current mood: cheerful
Current music: Animaly planit rescue someething in michigan show.

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